my secret wonderland.

livejournal

2010-01-27T14:33:00.003+11:00

woo okai guys, yes i have moved from blogspot to LIVEJOURNALLLLL

http://whattheasian.livejournal.com

see all you noobs there!

what do you do when your lifes a disaster?

2010-01-27T13:56:00.002+11:00

i have no idea actually. i guess you just have to man up , build a motherfucking bridge and get over it *shrug

todai is the last freakin day of the holidays , kill me pls ):

i tried on my uniform an hour or two ago , looked like the biggest faggot. i didnt realise how darker i got over summer

im thinking of movign to a different blog posting place thingy

blogger is getting a bit boring >=[

its harder to read and follow blogs O:

anyone have any suggestions? ( yeh its also lame cz changing layouts is a hassle , and some layouts you cant comment ........

SUCH AS THIS >_> )

chimers

2010-01-26T21:44:00.003+11:00

i hate chimers.

especially if theyre random chimers. like if my friends chime then tahts just funny , but if randoms chime im like wtf? you dont belong here. gtfo pls.

jokes LOL

but still

DONT CHIME. unless im INVITING you to chime , then thats acceptable , if not

piss off

on another note ,

I CANT SEE MY FUCKING TIEMTABLE

WTFWTFWTWFTWTFWTWF -____________-

this sucks

2010-01-25T00:24:00.002+11:00

i hate this

wtf

i didnt knw guys could be so pms

one second we're talking fine , next second its like youre avoiding me , its like you find me an annoyance

... and its out of nowher as well

see , if i had done smthn , then i would understand if you hated me or watever...

but i honestly havent dnoe anything wront from wat i usually do.

so someone tell me , what did i do wrong to be treated like this by this certain person >__>"

oww

2010-01-24T00:02:00.000+11:00

the back of my head is inn so much pain

worst neck/headache ever

PETERRRRRRRR

2010-01-23T01:48:00.002+11:00

OMGGGG I LOVE YOUUUUUU SOO MUUCCCCHHHH (:

dkfajldksfjrnlkjngfakjgdslfdsljalfdjsf (:

omg nothing could express how much i do LOL ):

erubbie loversss peepeeee 8)

.,nmkjnhj b hjbnhjvhcdf

2010-01-22T00:56:00.001+11:00

if i could fly away ~
ooh , and i wouldnt come back no more
i , id turn around ,
just to see you for the last time ;
see , now I know
hey , that it wont be easy
i done fought in a battle, and i done made it this far
igot a few more feet , but its still the longest yard ;

WATTTT

2010-01-21T23:57:00.002+11:00

hi guys.

it was 30+ degrees todai , and for the next few days it will be the same.

its fucking 34 tmr , and 3fucking6 on saturday -______- ...........

and saturday is when im going laser tag

watch me sweat like a faggot
):

and yeh... it is true. wat ive been dreading is fkn true. kill me nao *die

3

2010-01-18T22:10:00.002+11:00

if i had 3 wishes in the whole world ,

the first one would be to kill all the gross insects in the whole world ie spiders , mosquitoes , cockroaches ............ and other stuff that i will prolly complain about/have complained about in blogposts

i hate insects. i HATE them

they can all go die

frekkin hell LOL >__>"

second wish would be MONEY.

im so fucking sorry if that sounds greedy but yeh .......... im a poor kent and i need money (:

and 3rd...............

i will

answer that maybe next time :D

yes we can

2010-01-18T12:02:00.002+11:00

so apparently obama stole thsi line from bob the builder

no offence ,

who fucking cares.

its a fucking line from a stupid childrens show that isnt even fucking on telly these days

WTF?! AS IF OBAMA STOLE THAT

WHO THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE THINK HE IS LMAO?! SOME FAGGOT PRESIDENT WHO WATCHES CHILDRENS SHOWS?????!

omg srsly LMAO

wedding dressss

2010-01-17T14:36:00.003+11:00

so haii guysszz holidaiz r almost ovaah ~

................

yeh , apart frmo holidays being over , if you type like that then go get a life.

its the 17th , school starts on the fucking 28th.

MOTHERFUCKKERRRR *CRY

senior school <: the closer it gets , the more i wish holidays wer longer. at the start of the holidays i couldnt WAIT till senior school , im still excited for it , but im gonna be so stoned every morning LOL >___>

and my head hurts right nao so i will blog later ( mb LOL i never blog anymoarr , sozza guys )

4am

2010-01-14T04:07:00.002+11:00

i honestly dont understand people who like eachother.

.... people who like eachother , however one of them doesnt want to get together.

i dont POSSIBLY understand how that can fucking WORK

if you like someone , you want to be with them

thats the whole FUCKING POINT

HONESTLY wat the fuck is WRONG with people these days

( and no this is not anything thats happening to me , a friend in fact , but yes this has happened to me and while my friend was telling me about this i just got very angry )

its not fair.

if you dont want to fucking be with tehm , dont fucking tell them you fucking LIKE THEM and get their FUCKING HOPES UP.

i mean if ther is a reasonable excuse then ok i will , and im sure the person will let you off too...

but a pathetic excuse like " i dont want to ruin our friendship. "

OKAI WELL YOU KNOW WHAT , JUST BY SAYING THAT YOU ALREADY MADE IT AWKWARD.

who agrees with me here!?

great minds think alike (;

allnighter

2010-01-12T18:06:00.002+11:00

fkn hell ive done atleast 3 allnighters so far these holis

but this one is the best yet LOL cz unliek the other two , which i slept like 2 hrs or so , this one i was able to take a quick nap at 9ish and woke up at 10 , not tired at all

............. i want a rocking chair

omg im so restless

I CANt fkn stop moving ROFL thats how fucking boring todai is

atm im rocking in this chair BNHAHAHAHAHA

...................................

2010-01-08T02:57:00.003+11:00

wat i also dont udnerstand is how people open up so much over msn ,

and are unable to speak in real life

i dont understand how that happens

if youre tight on msn

youre tight in rl

somehow

but if youre going to open up and tell everything on msn , and then refuse to hangout because it will be embarassing or watever ,

dude

youre a fucking coward.

i dont really care if you see this but just to let you knw ,

its not healthy opening up on msn and not in rl.

i love the internet , i truly do ... its good for beginning to get to know someone ...... and eventually you will be close with them ,but you will also be close with them in rl

its okai to start off with , but once you get close , and refuse to hang out then thats just a no.

no matter how tought you seem , no. you obviously arent wat you see.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEESOO BABYYYY

2010-01-08T02:06:00.002+11:00

hbd!

there are many classes of asians. those ranging from the whitewashed to the slutty fobs and to the nerdy asians.

i dont understand how some whitewashed asians can jsut shun thier own race?

deep down you are asian inside. you cant stop that , you cant block that out , you will live with that fact for LIFE.

so wats the point in shunning all asians out of your life when you are one of them?

i mean sure youre prolly accepted by whites , loevd by whites , but once you turn against your own kind , basically you have nowhere to go.

nowher to go because first of all youre not white , and you never will be. second of all , why would asians accept you back into their community after all youve said about them? youve turned your back on them , backstabbed them .. i dunno , done everything a white man would do. a racist one anyway.

people think that asians hating whites is racist...

asians hating asians is just as bad.

i dunno , watever

i just believe that asians should just stick with asians , whites with whites , blacks with blacks or watever

but mixing wont kill , mixing is okay

just dont EVER forget who you really are

because once you do,

im sorry to say this but youve lost almost everything.

pf;epfokagkldkl

2010-01-06T22:07:00.001+11:00

thers this one person i knw
hes one of the most intellectual people ive ever met

....

thats all i can say for now

watbitch!

2010-01-04T00:58:00.003+11:00

i might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
but today , i am singing this song just for you tonight
within those two eyes and a smile i can see the pains from protecting me
you and i together ; it just feels so right
even though i bid you goodbye , to me this world is just you
you and i together , dont ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye , to me this world is just you

you and i - park bom

everyone listen to it >=[

such a good song LOL

anyways id just like to say

taylor lautner is a sexy bitch
so is channign tatum
and ryan reynolds
and aaron johnson is also quite the sexy bitch , but id rather refer to him as cute , coz hes prolly the cutest thing ive ever seen <3
and taylor kitsch too can come up on the list :DDD

and you might see a teardrop on the paper
dont worry
ill tell you why im crying a little later
just come in a hurry
i gotta let it out
im a fanatic
i know what youre about
i gotta have it
please promise me promise me
that you'll come to me come to me
been writing all my life
so I wont get tired of writing
dear love ;

oops

2010-01-03T17:14:00.002+11:00

sorry for uneventful and boring blogs lately LMAO

its been pretty average , nothing depressing , nothing that exciting

.. until nao ofc

you bastarddddd.

thats it (:

happy new year

2010-01-01T13:17:00.000+11:00

happy new year all (:

hope you guys all have a lovely 2010 ... i certainly hope i do , as im just beginning the hsc course O:

kill me nao LOL

but im pretty excited for senior school sooo ~~~

yep

gl to you all :D

omg

2009-12-18T23:00:00.002+11:00

fuck me

how can this HAPPEN

wats wrong with me

taylor lautner

2009-12-14T02:18:00.003+11:00

taylor lautner is a fcuking hottie.

i'm not going to say hes perfect , because hes obviously not LOL that sounded mean O: but like ..

noones perfect.

but that doesnt mean hes cant be the hottest guy ive ever seen.

like SO UNBELIEVABLY HOT

and no i am not a twilight fan , i actually hate twilight.

btu i love taylor. *crycrycry

he even beats channing tatum , and channing tatum is a HUNKKKKK *drool

but seriously. taylor lautner ; so sexy. i could stare at him all day.

when i watched new moon , he was the only thing i paid attention to , i dont even remember the movie because all i laid my eyes on was him *droooooooooooollll

look at that hottie

): hes so hot T_T

his eyes are so amazing *drowns in sexiness

... i should get to sleep nao LOL O:

ps.

hes a babe. (;

2009-12-13T12:28:00.003+11:00

if youre like this when theres another target ....

im now starting to worry wat you wer like before ?

wer you like this with other people ... behind my back

just the thought of it makes my heart sink

how could you be so ..... unloyal ?

dizzyyyyy

2009-12-11T19:00:00.002+11:00

fucken hell LMAO just came home from an epic day out!

fkn left the house at like 8am to go to the mackellar yr10 graduation with ron and chico , which was pretty mad , seeing as it was about 100times better than killarney graduation anyway -_- ROFL

then we went to the mall ... to have lunch with phat , cat , susan , ron , chico and mertellaa LOL

then we went back to pats house , mertella didnt come coz ... i dn remem why LOL and ron left too coz he had to go to work! after an hour or so at pats house , graham and ... roger ? i think his name was ... dn remem LOL anywho they turned up and then they decided to go playbball

so yeh we ended up in beacon hill HAHAHA

and THER WAS THIS EPIC PARK THAT HAD THIS MAD SPINNY THINGY WHER YOU SIT DOWN AND LIKE YOU SPIN IT ( or someone spins it for you ) and like yeh):

i felt really sick after that LOOL and i STILL feel sick ))))))):

anyway yeh , pretty mad day ... official first WHOLE day of the holis for me too :DDDDDDDDDDD LMAO

lets run on the clouds , we wont fall through em
baby dont look down , ill be your parachute
illl guide you now , catch you if you fall
let me reassure , you can count on me
lets start another rainbow , baby when we land in a pot of gold
then well be better than we ever been before
give you a tour of the city of my heart ;

O:

2009-12-10T23:30:00.002+11:00

happy birthday elena :D

special post just for you AHAHAHHA

aish. i hate it):

LOL ill get over it

.

oneday

o_o ..im hoping :\

sigh.

... :\

2009-12-06T18:17:00.002+11:00

D:

i cant do a sad face without looking like a faggot

see ,

):

ROFL

i miss you in the most wierdest way ..

not in a way anyone could imagine im assuming

semi torturing ..... >__>"

oh well.

o_O

2009-12-06T00:08:00.002+11:00

.

i can live LMAO

if it happens i can live

.. im hoping.

fkknnnn heeeelllllllllllll zzzzzzzzz

at first i thought of a stupid scenario like this , believing that i wouldve died by nao

since some of it has happened already... im actually okai with it.

im still alive.

lets just hope if the rest of it happens im fine as well..

homg

2009-12-03T23:42:00.001+11:00

im such a sad child.

so pathetic.

i dont understand how complex this has become.

one problem leads to another few , and each of these few problems lead to another few of their own.

its painful):

december

2009-12-02T01:58:00.002+11:00

its december nao

last month of the fucking year

finally zklfgjalkjghrhadfsghafoijh

and i spent the first two days at graces house(:

win!

while others went to school like normal faggots

however our school had their formal todai , i rkn thats a pretty mad way to start the month yeh ??

sounds like it was fun ( from facebook status updates LOL )

kinda wish i went nao .. too much money spent on formal though >=[

and to think that if i went to all the formals that i possibly couldve went to ... which is like wat ,, 4 ?

so much money. thats like 400bucks on tickets alone.

LOL someones choking in the bathroom AHHAHDFLSKD

oh no noobs are back nao

guten tag

lol

2009-11-30T23:28:00.002+11:00

stay away from me ..

i dont want to see you anymore.

for our own benefit.

youll understand one day):

fk. i gotta somehow keep this promise.

aish

2009-11-27T23:56:00.001+11:00

oh boy.

you took my breath away.

you truly did.

past tense.

i love patricia

2009-11-26T19:20:00.002+11:00

Hello fellow bloggers !
Wow what a corny intro.
I'm your host for tonight , Patricia Sexypants , giving you the low-down on what's going on in life these days.
But before I continue , remember to check out this awesome website !
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Okay lets get on with the program.

...

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I am the Erin's lover [ that's right ladies, he's taken ] and I also like to express my feelings via the internet

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....................

sorry all. that earlier was an idiot whos name is phatricia idiots.

she is unfortunately unable to continue her post , as we wer at the library and she had stolen my laptop and decided to vandalize my blog

and then the library internet turnedoff ROFL and so we went home ): coz we finished all our shit :DDD coz we're good boys like that!

anywho yeah ...

post later noobs!

hmmmmm

2009-11-25T23:38:00.001+11:00

you know , maybe i can actually live this way

its not that bad

just a shock...

you never know. i might change my mind again..

superman .. motherfucker

2009-11-24T23:28:00.003+11:00

wher the fuck are you ffs

rescue me bitch. D: LOL

i thought you didnt like to see me hurt,
didnt like to see me cry ???

sorry.

you didnt seem to have done anything about it.

wth

2009-11-24T20:51:00.000+11:00

too many things going wrong.

TOO many.

....................

2009-11-23T18:54:00.003+11:00

how dare you

how fucking dare you do that

how on earth ... motherfucker.

tarnished the place , infected the place , germed the place .... fucking

DIRTIED IT MOTHERFUCKER.

FUCKING HELL.

go die in a hole.

how DARE you

zz

2009-11-22T22:52:00.002+11:00

i cant sleep

fml. after everything , i thought it was all gone ,
recently its come back.

and i cant stop thinking about it. -_-

hah

2009-11-21T00:17:00.001+11:00

sometimes , life just isnt very fair ):

ps. 2012 is an epic movie , you should watch it :D

manly formal

2009-11-18T22:37:00.003+11:00

yesterdayyy was the manly yr10 formal 2oo9 ~~~~~~

it was so mad.

got to pats at like ....... no idea LOL 12 ????
failed to do nails perfectly so decided to just not do nails at all LMAO
joy came
got picked up by ryan to chos house
got to chos house ( we wer the first ones there O: ) at like .... 430 ???
next group of people came ; i think cc , gary , kevin , other kevin and ........ oh and brian !!!!!!
then next group of people ; tony , vihan and jesse
and then graham came
then at like 630 , we left to go to the wharff :D
waited at the wharf , took photos , rest of the grade arrived , lots of people i havent seen in longg timmeee O: everyone looked really pretty :DD
got on the boat !!!!
tony and jesse wer wonderful gentlemen and got joy and i drinks :D
went to explore top deck of boat
went back downstairs to have dinnerrrrrrrr :D
made a .. bread roll tower ROFL
finished dinner , went back up to top deck
for the next 3 hours it was just walking around , talking , taking photos HAHAAH
cruise finally over at like .. 11 ??
waited for jenny parks father to come and pick her uppppppp
went to takas house for afterssssss ... had to be superduper quiet O:
eventually we had to get out of the house LMAO and so taka got the drinks and we trekked it to some random park in mosman LOL
CC IS SO FUNNY DRUNK.
SO IS STEVEN ZHANG LMAO
and the next few hours remain a secret (; HAHAHA
the retards sobered up andd taka , tony , cc , steven and jesse .. oh and kevin went back to takas house to sleep , while gary , roni , brian , cho , cathy and i stayeddd
i needed to pee ): so gary and i began walking back to takas to see if they wer still ther so i could use the toilet LMAO
tony and taka came running back with a bag of food AHAHAHAH ( never ended up going to the toilet T_T )
the others had some gin o_o
we went back to takas at like 4am ROFL
unfortunately for me and roni , we didnt bring clothes to change into LMAO ie. we wer still in our formal gear ........
but FORTUNATELY FOR US , TAKA LENT US HIS CLOTHES LMAO! ( hes so japanese ... its like all these bball shorts and like massive shirts LOL )
everyone fell asleep .. excpet for taka , roni , tony and i ........ becoz taka was being annoying and wouldnt stfu ROFL
eventually taka dogged us and went to his room to sleep AHAHAHh
couldnt get to sleep >=[
slipped in and out of sleep for like 2hrs ( too many distractions +_+ )
eventually slept at like 6 ):
got woken up at like 630 dlgjadklgjad
went upstairs and slept for another 5minutes in takas bed
then everyone barged in -_- .. wasnt peaceful anymore):
breakfasttt !!!!
got changeeddd .. had to wear takas clothes again ROFL pretty stylish that one (; HAHAHA love what he gave me to wear(;
caught bus home while the other losers decided to go to school ROFL
crashed pats house and SLEPT FOR LIKE 3HRS LOL

and yeah.

one of the best nightss of my life :DDDDDDDDDD

photos up on facebook !!!

escargot

2009-11-14T00:51:00.002+11:00

okai so todai was MEANT to be escargot day ...

we didnt end up eating snails. D :

we had pasta instead AHAHAH only cozz the restaurant we wer GONNA eat in was too fucking expensive...............

so we all ( minus phat and ryan ) met up at about 550 @ dymain , got to ct watever bahablhbal , met up with phat/ryan @ about 7+ .......

took them almost an HOUR to get to the woolworths near qvb from darling harbour -_______-"

wonder what they wer doing......... O:

anywho yeh so me and kwonks feet began to hurttt sooo ... the heels went off : D and we popped into our .. well , me into my boots and catherine into her thongs ...... and yes , off we went to find the restaurant

the pasta wasnt actually that bad , quite decent for such a small restaurant ....

and then we went k.

yes , the magnificent karaoke.

twas the first time kingston and chris went karaoke i think ??? not quite sure AHAHH

funny shit. LMAO

however putting aside all the fun stuff that happened todai , one thing continued to linger my mind..

zzz and its putting me off everything a bittt .. just wish somehow i could just find out the result to all this.

one day.

zzzz

anywya

photos should be on facebook soon !!! : DDDDDDDdb

wahh

2009-11-09T23:32:00.002+11:00

why , at that moment , did she decide to break down ???

what this person said , why would she ?

funny thing is , something like that was nothing to cry about.

this girl is just an idiot , reminiscing about the past

.... clinging onto the past if i must say ...

but why ?

i hate to see you hurt ,
and i hate to see you cry ,

i see ......

school certificate

2009-11-09T18:37:00.003+11:00

alright niggers , so sc started todai ,

for those who dont know what sc is , its an examination the yr10's all throughout nsw participate in.

.. meaning youre up against the WHOLE FUCKING STATE.

anywho , so todai was the english and science exams , tomorrow is mathematics and geography/history civics and citizenship watever the shit

and computing exams differ from school to school

for example, my old school mackellar girls campus does it on wednesday

fellow campus school manly selective campus have it on thursday

and my school killarney heights high school has it on

.... friday -_-

well yeh ,

I BOUGHT MY FORMAL SHOES TODAI.

FORMAL IN A WEEK ZOMGOMGOZMGOZM O:

well , manly formal in a week anyway.

then mackellarrrrrr 2 days afterrrrr ..

aandd killarney formal on the 1st december , but imm not going to thattt HAHAHA well atleast i think not ...

and i also got asked to bally formal O:

which is on 9th december , but becoz thats right before my yr10 graduation then yeh .. dont think mum would lett :\

hhmmmm .. so ive got everything for formal nao.

well , i need a clutch. ROFL ,,, my shoes go with both my dressessss : DDD so thats all good ~~~~~~~~

and the clutch should as well O_O LOL

anyways yes. i should get studying ( i prolly wont )

ciao all !!

hole

2009-11-08T01:06:00.003+11:00

ive dug myself into a hole ,

a hole so deep that in order to get out ,

i need a stepping stone.

a stepping stone to step on , to get out.

and when i step on this stone ...

it will get hurt.

it will bruise , and it will grind , and it will pain.

but once i get out of this hole , then i am rid of all this , all this suffering.

and eventually , this stepping stone would have someone else to help it get out ,

this person will take the stepping stone out of the hole ..

then we'll all be rid of our pain.

our masks that we hide behind , that we lie to.

and we'll all live happily ever after : DD

superman

2009-11-06T19:56:00.002+11:00

coz i can be your supermannnnn ..

run into a burning building , jump infront of a trainnn
n ill even take a bullet , to make sure youre okaiii
no matter when you call me , girls ill always be ther
ill be your superhero
so haters should be awarree

i hate to see you hurt , and i hate to see you cry
but dont worry girl coz im not that other guy
im something special , im something that youll never see
im coming to your rescuee , thats when i hear you screamm ;

its a bird its a plane yehhh
you know its lamee girl ~
and its okaii you dont have to be afraid ,
im your supermann !
superman
superman
supermann

and im here to savee the dayyy ...~

its a bird its a plane yeahhh
you know its lamee girl
and its okaii you dont have to be afraid
im your supermann~
superman
superman
supermann !~

and im here to savee the day

i see youre more than willing , to take on any villain
im ready for watever stands in our wayyy girll
except for when we fighttt , it feels like kryptoniteee
so promising , ill be the man that you neeeeedddd

i hate to see you hurt , and i hate to see you cry
but dont worry girl , coz , im not that other guy
im something special , im something that youll never see
im coming to your rescue , thats when i hear you scream ;

its a bird its a plane yeahhh
you know its lamee girll
and its okaii you dont have to be afraiddd ..
im your supermann
superman
superman
supermann

..

who ?? whos my superman ??

when are you gonna come rescue me from all this ??

" i hate to see you hurt , and i hate to see you cry "

do you really ?? if you did you wouldve come by now. right ?

so tell me superman , wher are you ?

omgggggggggg

2009-11-03T22:57:00.001+11:00

why does this have to happen right before sc....

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

this is horrible.

i could never see anything so .. stupid happening to me ...

whats wrong with me -_______-

zomfg

2009-11-02T22:36:00.002+11:00

i hate you people

youre all so nosy

please just .. GET A LIFE. AND PISS OUT OF MINE.

QUIT TRYING TO GET INTO MY LIFE WHEN YOU CERTAINLY DONT BELONG IN IT.

just fuck off

far out ....

get a fucking life.

and stop ruining others.

zomg

2009-11-01T14:30:00.000+11:00

no fucking way LMAO

ZOMG.

NO

WAY

!?!?!?

holy motherfucker.

halloweeeeeeeeeen

2009-10-31T18:55:00.003+11:00

is it a crime to want that old thing backkk ?
can it be wrong to miss the way you used to kiss me ?

hi guys.

its halloween todai.

and im so fucking bored. mother didnt let me out todai coz ..

well , its halloween LMAO

todai is the day when all the rapists come out from their encapsulated selves , and todai is also the day when crime is at a massive rate.

and to prove it ,

my next door neighbour got robbed just an hour ago.

my window is very close to their house , and as its quite hot todai , i left the window open ... i can hear everything , and see everything.

as it was , i aws lying on my bed ( i dont know why i chose to sit there but yess .. ) , and when i lie on my bed , i an unable to see outside my window.

so as it happens , i hear a massive crash , footsteps running , and then out of nowhere , voices began to yell.

as im a curious little bugger myself , i decided to pause my music to listen into what was happening ,

but to my disappointment , all i heard was " WHAT HAPPENED ?! " and " WHERE DID HE GO !???! "

at the time i had no idea what the fuck was going on.

10 minutes later , my mother pops into my room and is staring out the window ;

" erin , this house just got robbed *points "

" really ? "

" didnt you hear anything ?? "

" yeah ... but i thought they wer just playing around. "

" *shrug , som,ething got stolen. *notices erubbie is lying on the bed like a lazy shit , get up !!!!!! youre so lazy alfkjgdlkga "

and the rest of the conversatino was about how im so boring and how i shouldve been more considerate and at least tried to care about what had happened.

and yep. for the whole day i have been on the computer.

i was meant to go to some ... halloween party thingy within the community with patricia isidtooo ... but noo. mother is a fag.

happy halloween everyone !!

baby you know with me is wherr youu belonggg !!

volcano

2009-10-29T23:52:00.002+11:00

so todai , me and patricia isidto are just sitting outside kfc @ the mall , her watching ryan , and im just

.. im just sitting there HAHAAHAH and then graham comes along

and we're like oh wher are you going lbahblalha

and hes like im going medical centre soon

and we're lke WHY D:

and he lifts up his knee

and we all die.

" ITS LIKE A VOLCANO " - quote patricia about grahams knee

there was a wart

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

fucking funny HAHAHAHAHAH

or atleast .... i think it was a wart. AHAAHAHAHA

and yeh but in the end he got it burnt off or watever they do at the doctors :D and he came bacxk at like 840 HAHAAH but that was when everyone else left ): so we just went to the food court and sat infront of kfc waiting for ryan again LMAO

then patricia ordered me to call mother , so i did

and yes , in the end we walked slowly out to the carpark at coles , graham tagging along

however when we got ther , mother arrived , so graham came for no reason

:D

alkdsfjlkad

2009-10-28T23:16:00.001+11:00

im so pathetic LOL

e + x = ex

2009-10-27T22:52:00.003+11:00

okai so ive realised how wierd it is to talk to someone youve been in a relationship the same way as you used to talk , but idno.

its like a different feeling.

say if NOW i was like ;

HEY SEXY.

or if he said that , i dunno. it would feel normal.

.. wat am i even saying , my point is i guess that , is it wrong to talk differently to a bf/gf ??

for example , youd usually talk to a bf/gf like ;

hey baby. i missed you long time. im so horny for you(; blahblhablhl

balhblahbalhablhbalhlahbal *insert corny stuff here

......

but the thing is , i would say that more to a friend than to a boyfriend.

is that retarded? am i retarded?

nah.

i hate how some couples , after they break up , they just never speak to eachother at all.

i mean no offence but thats just a waste of everything you guys did together. unless he like , killed your mum or something.

my ex and i still talk exactly the same , if i remember correctly.

okai , chatlog time *CHECKS

oh. i just have to point out that my ex was a faggot. he called me fat LMAO *cry T______T

(8:26 PM) --------->:	im gonna go eat some ramen soon XPP
(8:26 PM) +whattheasian:	youre gonna get fat D":
(8:27 PM) --------->:	...... ==
(8:27 PM) +whattheasian:	wat><
(8:27 PM) --------->:	u said iw as fat ==
(8:27 PM) +whattheasian:	NO I SAID YOURE GONNA GET FA AHAHHAAHAH FA* FAT* its not like you havent called me fat before
(8:27 PM) +whattheasian:	and im a fUCKEN GIRL ZZZZZZZZZ
(8:28 PM) --------->:	.... IM SAWWI r u gonna hate me forever ==
(8:28 PM) +whattheasian:	yes
(8:28 PM) --------->:	....................................
(8:28 PM) +whattheasian:	see it wouldve been okai if we wernt going out BUT ONG
(8:28 PM) --------->:	*Cries
(8:28 PM) +whattheasian:	OMG YOU HAD TO SAY IT THEN OGMGSIDGKLAJFGKJDFKJ *DIEDIEIDEIDEKJDFHJGAJDFKL
(8:37 PM) --------->:	.... CALM DOWNNNNN
(8:38 PM) +whattheasian:	..
(8:39 PM) --------->:	XPP love u too
(8:39 PM) +whattheasian:	i know (:

see. yeh we still talk the same , and yes he still loves me :DDD

we're like fUCKING best buddies OKAI !?!?!*(&!@($*@$

wats the point in like ... hating them ?? thers nothing to hate them about , everythings over. so watever.

and plus if i hated tony then that would be horrible. i see him like almost every morning @ forestway anyway >=[

i love graham. hes so funny.

yesterday when he found out he didnt have my number , he panicked ... well semi. and so i sent him a message saying

hey sexy

and as the wierdo he is , he replies saying

hey baby lets get busy(;

and im sitting here staring at the message like

omg a pedo.

see i dont understand why me and my friends talk like this. just yesterday i was arguing with jitae on catherines facebook status , arguing whether catherine was mine or his.

and let me admit , it got pretty extreme AHAHAHAHA like sexually ~_~

i dunno.

im not wierd.

im just a loving person.

(9:43 PM) - MrGbanga69 \| E:	hey babe i'm back did you miss me?
(9:43 PM) +whattheasian:	fuck yeah (;
(9:44 PM) - MrGbanga69 \| E:	nawww cute
(9:44 PM) +whattheasian:	AHHAHAHAAHAHA
(9:45 PM) - MrGbanga69 \| E:	=\|

( wtf is with the last face HUH BITCH !?!?!?! )

well yeah.

people think me and my friends are weird coz we talk like that o_O

SORRY.

WE'RE JUST LOVING PEOPLE.

im A FUCKING LOVING PERSON OKAI

MOTHERFUCKER

LMAO <3

LOL

2009-10-27T08:47:00.002+11:00

okai , so armand pointed out that my last post was a bit

..

sexual.

it wasnt meant to be AHAHAHAHHA

it was meant to be more of a like ... if-you-wer-here-then-i-would-feel-safe-and-feel-as-though-id-never-have-to-worry-again

so here i am , school just started , and im lying in bed with the biggest _______ pain ever LOL

fkfkfkfkfkfkffk i think its gonna kill me LMAO +__+ and my eyes really hurt?? O_O

zomg.. ><

i went through my journal yday.

.......................

its so funny and i sound like the biggest pussy AHAAHHA i like .. LITERALLY WROTE IN IT EVERYDAY

AND IT WAS LIKE ABOUT THE SAME THING EVERYSINGLEMOTHERFUCKINGDAY

quite funny actually AHAHAHA

thunder

2009-10-25T12:31:00.001+11:00

its thundering

and raining

like crazy

and this is one of those times when i really want you

FML

O_O

2009-10-25T11:37:00.001+11:00

To dream that you are at a park, represents a temporary escape from reality. It indicates renewal, meditation, and spirituality. You are undergoing a readjustment period after experiencing some serious personal conflict or an ending to a passionate affair.

i hate what dreams mean.

and especially when its true.

-

2009-10-25T09:03:00.002+11:00

and i'll be here by the ocean
just waiting for proof that thers sunsets and silhouette dreams
all my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
and every wave drags me to sea
i could stand here for hours
just to ask God the question , " is everyone here make-believe ? "
with a tear in his voice, He said, " son , thats the question . "
does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me ???

as hours move to minutes
and minutes take longer to break
i will be desperately awaiting
but my tongue won't fall apart
and weve been sitting here for hours
all alone and in the dark

so let me think of to word it
is it too soon to say ' perfect ' ?
if i could find another thirty minutes somewhere
im sure everything would find me
all tha's left is just to sing

and i'll be here by the ocean
just waiting for proof that thers sunsets and silhouette dreams
all my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
and every wave drags me to sea
i could stand here for hours
just to ask God the question , " is everyone here make-believe ? "
with a tear in his voice, He said, " son , thats the question . "
does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me ???

if youll sing to me sweet until then,
i may never sail Virginia again
and as this current moves slow for me
this much you must know of me again
and i'll have you know im scared to death

tell me once again
that you'll love me to the death
and should I die , you swear that you will come for me
as I fade away , you reach out your hand
and please dont let me go ..
and please dont let me go ,

and please dont let me go ;

and please don't let me go

liar

2009-10-24T19:27:00.002+11:00

you liar

i cant believe you told me such a thing

-____-"

wat!?

2009-10-23T16:40:00.002+11:00

wats the deal with earrings ???

you know them beginner studs ,, theyre usually thicker.

well , mine were. and sleepers are just that thick as well..

HOWEVER , other earrings that you randomly buy in stores are usually thinner o_O

ive got 8piercings myself , 4 of which are using these thicker earrings.

ive got 2 sleepers and 2 of my beginner studs still in..

yesterday i bought these really pretty cubic zirconia earrings , 2 pairs. and theyre studs.

but these are the thinner ones..

and i want to put 2 of them in my helixes.

but my helixes are 2 of the ones with the thicker earrings ... and if i ever decide to take these cubic zirconia ones out , and say put my beginner studs in , or my sleepers in , that will be quite painful , as my helixes wouldve gotten used to the thinness of the cubic zirconia earrings ...

and i remember trying to put sleepers in my 2nd piercings. hurt so much !! ,, coz they wer used to the thinner earrings.

wtf.

why cant they just make all earrings the same motherfucking size aslfkdjaflkjdlfjdsfjdsjfljalg

omg im listening to taylor swift ROFL *die

2009-10-22T23:29:00.002+11:00

if you could see that im the one who understands you
been here all along , so why cant you see ???
you belong with me , you belong with me ;;

FDSDFGHHJKLL

2009-10-20T23:58:00.002+11:00

OMG. THE POST ON OCTOBER 18TH.

I FUCKING TOLD YOU EVERYTHING WOULD GO IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION

OMGGGMOOGMOGMMOGGOKJHKGHJHFGFHDD

*DIE

i fucking said so.

FML.

anywho term started again .. technically only 8weeks of school.

this term was only originally 9wks. term 2/3 both wer 11weeks if i remember correctly ??

ya but since this week is like almost over .... thats a week off.

7 weeks.

and then in a few weeks is schoolmotherfuckingcertificate.

another week off.

6weeks!!!!!!!!

but yeah.

youre ma heaaarrttttt breeaaakkkerrrrr //

hmm

2009-10-20T23:10:00.002+11:00

i dont actually recall feeling like this ever before

i dont like it either

and i highly doubt other people would too

OMGLOL

2009-10-18T16:45:00.002+11:00

im fucking over it.

idc.

YAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYYY :D

...

but usually when i say that everything goes in the opposite direction -_-

-_____-

2009-10-18T16:18:00.001+11:00

okay you know wat ,

fuck you

and i thought you wer the one who wanted nothing like this .. -____-"

teach me how to jerk

2009-10-16T21:01:00.002+11:00

yeah

you heard me

teach me how to jerk , t-teach me how to jerkkk

yep , so me and ma homies spent the whole arvo hiphop-ing

fkn tired asssssssssssss noww ):

well yee we also watched both harold and kumarrr D:

fkn horny shit aHAHAHAHAH

anyway yeahh...

fuck. trials on monday +_+ fuckinngg .. WAY TO START A TERM +_+

thinking too much lately as well :ss

fuck how DO i live LMAO -_-

omg.

2009-10-15T01:25:00.002+11:00

fuck.

its happening all over again :s

this feeling is going to fuck up my life NUUUUU -___-

500DAYSOFSUMMERRR

2009-10-14T23:04:00.002+11:00

srsly.

best movie ever !!!!!!!!

500 days of summer ,

fucking

SRSLY HAVE TO FUCKING WATCH IT LMAO

anyways ya spent the day in chatsweeeeeeeee with takaa and then gary afterr

never got to see jojo today ):

... fkn devs LMAO AHAHA T___T

JOJO I MISSESS YOUUUUU T___________T

anyways ya

going swimming tmr @ the aquatic centreeskessss(:

gah my teeth hurt):

had fucken ortho yday... ffuuuuuccckkkkk .. hurts so much T___T"""

but its k. braces off soon HAHAAHA YAYAYYAYAYAYYYERRRR

hehehe new nigahiga vid yayyer !!

ANYWAYS YEAH GUYS WATCH 500DAYS OF SUMMER !!!!!!!!!!!!

the griffin family

2009-10-13T03:38:00.000+11:00

i fucking love family guy.

숨 쉬기 조차도 아파 ;

2009-10-11T13:45:00.002+11:00

am I erased ?
just a segment of your imagination
im feeling replaced
like a faded picture where you cant see my face
scratched out ,
erased

i love my music

....

sometimes.

other times they can just fuck off. i need new music LMAO T^T

하루가 또 지나도 눈물이 흐르잖아
추억들만 선명해져 지워지지 않잖아
.....
수백번
수천번 ;
너를 불러봐도 너는 듣질 않고
또 다시 외쳐봐도 너는 어디에

제발 대답해봐 내가 뭘 잘못했니?
아니라면서 왜 자꾸 나를 밀어내 어떡하란 말이야

mychonny

2009-10-11T01:26:00.002+11:00

I
FUCKING
LOVE
CHONNY

LMAO

mychonny is yourchonny (;

check out his new vid !!

SEXYKENT

3AM

2009-10-10T03:20:00.002+11:00

my sleeping patterns are so fucked up.

and i have trials first day back !!!!!!!!!

i need to study zzzzzzz

anyways i came to post something thats been irritating me for the past halfadozen hours

.......

i cant.

this is so fucking HARD.

FUCK.

... i even scare myself at how this situation has gotten so out of hand -___-

DANIEL LEE

2009-10-09T00:29:00.005+11:00

i have a friend who goes by the name of daniel lee

he is a faggot and i love him to bits and pieces
►►daniel ö i am all the days u choose to ignore.. says:
*like that
*AND NO THATS NOT MY PENISAHA
*AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
+whatthe asian says:
*HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
*I WASNT THINKING THAT
►►daniel ö i am all the days u choose to ignore.. says:
*HAHAHAHAAHHAHA
+whatthe asian says:
*AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
*MY EYES AER SO SMALL WHEN I LAUGH
►►daniel ö i am all the days u choose to ignore.. says:
*LIES
+whatthe asian says:
*IM gonna
*\HJAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
►►daniel ö i am all the days u choose to ignore.. says:
*HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
+whatthe asian says:
*AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
►►daniel ö i am all the days u choose to ignore.. says:
*HAHAHAA
*AHAHAHAHA
*AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*AHAHAHHAAHAHHA
*HAHAHAHA
+whatthe asian says:
*EODL
*HAHhaahahahHAHAHAH
►►daniel ö i am all the days u choose to ignore.. says:
*SLIT EYES
+whatthe asian says:
*\/
*ok im gonna stop laughing now
►►daniel ö i am all the days u choose to ignore.. says:
*wats the circumfrence of erins eyes?
*straight lines cant have cirvumferencesss
*OH SNAPPP
*ASLKDJFAKLSDJF
*HAHAHAH
+whatthe asian says:
*BTICH
*ILL HURT YOUAHAHAHA
►►daniel ö i am all the days u choose to ignore.. says:
*HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
*HAHAHAHAH

omg. how scary AHAHAH

ignore me pl0x

eheheh love you bub ♡

wtf

2009-10-08T20:39:00.000+11:00

OMFG.

fuck you.

babo

2009-10-08T18:28:00.003+11:00

... im back to thinking once again, what this is

i mean , surely this isnt normall ... doesnt feel like it at least. in the past , one of them died almost entirely now.

the other was just very special to me , and vice versa ..

but you see , this one is just like the one that died

hwoever it hasnt yet.

what am i even doing , writing all this ?

waiting for it to die away ? waiting for it to just leave ?

i dont want that.

however this one is also VERY different from the one that died away..

there are too many things that are different , that they could be classified as almost different variables.

.. too many.

i just wish things could be clearer.

yesterday , i thought to myself , " what am i doing ? why am i here ,, this is wrong. "

but it was different , and calming. i laughed countless times , and i knew it was nothing more than wat it was ,

but there was the little fuck at the back of my head telling me to leave.

but you know , whatever , i never ended up lsitening to the fucker

the day turned out fine , better than i expected anyway

but still ..

when i got home , the feeling came back again ,

was what i feeling normal ? normal at all ??

and then the sudden change in emotion on msn from a certain someone cut me into pieces

i dont understand wat i did wrong ? ... well , there was one thing ; but how could that have gotten out so fast ?

wtf !

i liked how things were before

lalala

2009-10-08T11:06:00.002+11:00

... zzzz

i think ,,, i think goneeeskieessss

yayyer !!!!!!!

... well i think HAHAAH -__-

symptoms havent been around fir a day or so .. but when i do think about it .. i want it back

faaarrrrkkkk , wats wrong with mee :s

i dunno if this is how everyone feels though ; is wat i feel normal ??

... if its not normal ,

then FML

sleeeeeeeep

2009-10-07T21:52:00.002+11:00

i seriously need to get some more sleep

yesterday i was at a sleepover @ pats house , and we finished watching team america and an episode of family guy and i almost dozed off

i literally could not stay awake

so apparently i fell asleep and started snoring or whatever the shit

and i woke up again

and went back to sleep

and in the end i woke up at like 4am or so and we were all talking and shit

then we fell asleep at like ...

i dunno LOL

i was fucking dead. ive been sleeping quite late these holidays , havent been going out that much

today was the actual only day so far that i went outdoors properly

today i came home from the sleepover at like 11 , because pat needed to take her cousin to the doctors , and so i came home and i stoned.

i stoned and was complaining to everyone i was talking to on msn that i wanted to go out

and so i did AHHAHAH

yeah ~ and tmr im going chatswood again(:

but this time with my beloved daniel lee !!!

many things we must catch up onn :D

wish away

2009-10-06T08:55:00.001+11:00

FML

i had another dream

..

FMLFMLFMLFML.

rain

2009-10-05T17:40:00.002+11:00

its raining.

its thundering too ..

and the desire is growing larger and larger.

perfect weather for it ... sdklgajfgkhldfkjh

-______-"

i cant believe im still thinking about this.

i just wish it would be , especially in weather at a time like this.

once upon a time

2009-10-05T11:24:00.003+11:00

once upon a time , in the land of dreams , erub had quite an ... exquisite dream.

but as dreams are , they will be impossible to fulfill.

as circumstances are now too ,

it will be impossible to even get close

get my drift ? (;

im guessing not ..

i like riddles(:

fml

2009-10-04T23:15:00.003+11:00

i hate it when this happens.

however i know its not your fault AHAHAH

i dunno .. i guess im just not used to it ,

not used to how you treated others

..

wtf am i talking about

man i should talk about more things in my blog ... but unfortunately this is the only thing bugging me :s

i dont possibly understand how the human mind works , and i highly doubt i will ever get close to it either , not even a third of the way

omg.

i fucking hate you sometimes.

2009-10-04T17:31:00.002+11:00

................

dont ask me why this is a separate post ROFL

.. i guess my previous blog just .. needed its own space

i stayed up till like , 130 this morning .. trying to think of reasons why .... ..............

...........

just reasons why. LOL

NO QUESTIONS.

anywhos ,

holidays have started !!!

.. it doesnt even feel like holidays ): i have nothing planned really ... these holidays in contrast to last holidays are nothing ....

aslfkjdsklgjakljfkljdhfjlkg

i dont really have anything massive planned ,

theres pats birthday party ... and thats basically it. oh and family friends house party thingy or whatever..

sigh.

i dont .. actually know , what its meant to feel like ;

therefore !

i dont know if what im feeling is normal .. o_o

how are you meant to feel after something like this has happened ??? .. and its been quite a while now too ,,,..

i just cant stop ;

2009-10-04T17:28:00.001+11:00

i just cant stop.

come closer ;

..

i actually cant fucking stop.

whats wrong with me ?

is this even NORMAL !?!? O_O

ICE SKATINGGG !!

2009-10-02T22:06:00.002+10:00

last day of term , and what a way to celebrate it than to go

ICE SKATING !! :DDD

- angela
- catherine
- daniel lee
- daniel luttman
- erin
- grace
- heesoo
- joy
- obed
- susan

funfunfun(:

... there were parts that i'd like to keep out of my head HAHAHAH ...

but overall ; funskiesss(:

photos up on fb !!

SDDFGHJKL

2009-10-01T23:31:00.001+10:00

fuck mate , i need a new layout

-_-

2009-09-29T22:31:00.001+10:00

i'm gonna fucking get you

whoever you are

who the fuck does that?

lowlife dropouts who just .. bum at forestway in the arvos

srsly

get a fucking life

is all you do just wait for the killarney kids to get off and then gather your cronies and just start smoking pot or whatever the fuck you do ??

LMAO man i fucking feel sorry for you

get a motherfucking life ffs

hmm...

2009-09-28T19:02:00.002+10:00

i hate when people go all emo on you and you dont even know why ):

like , if im told the reason ; sure. im fine with that..

however if someone just ...

stops talking. stops ... just stops talking to you.

you dont even know why ,

thats not fucking wierd at all ????

fucking do i get a motherfucking reason ??

no. doesnt look like it.

fuck.

i mean , come on ;

we got tight i guess you could say , sure.

BUT WTF.

FKN DOG. JUST ATTEMPT TO STOP TALKING TO ME JUST LIKE THAT.

motherfucker.

adslkjafljskljdfklajdskl

and i dont even get a reason.

NOT

KOOL -_____-

T__T"

100th post

2009-09-27T23:39:00.001+10:00

to celebrate my 100th post ; i'd just like to say ,

FML.

school is kiLLING ME.

TTFM !!!!!!!!

i'd fucking rather trials right now than all this shit

not fucking kool

fuckfuckfuck

2009-09-26T23:13:00.001+10:00

askldjaskljksa

ok , because I was sick yesterday .. i never ended up doing my maths calculator test.

this means that i would have to do it on monday. or whatever.

however monday is also my english exam ................

*die

FML.

...

2009-09-25T23:41:00.002+10:00

hmmm...

tell me ,

what is right , and what is wrong ?

what is true , and what is false ?

what is this ...

and what is that -_-

someone tell me what this feeling is ;

right , wrong ? true .. false ?

why is this happening to me zzzzzzzzzz

errrr

2009-09-20T20:13:00.002+10:00

You know what I realised ????

Once tomorrow is over, many assessments/assignments etc will also be over.

atm, i have math calculator test, math noncalculator test, food tech assignment, history assignment, science assignment, ist assignment and i have some english essay that i don't really know much about o_o

and i probably hjave about 50 more +___+"

BUT !

after tomorrow , i will have finished the math noncalculator, the history assignment, and part of the science assignment !!!

which leaves the calculator test, food tech ( shouldnt be that hard, i just need to make the food right LOL ) , science assignment ( shouldnt be that hard either ) , ist assignment ... ( this will fucking kill me ) and the english essay will also kill me.

but no matter,

in the period of the next 2 weeks, all this will be over....

AND I WILL BE FREE OF ANY MORE ASSESSMENTS OR ASSIGNMENTS !

.. i'm hoping.

as i have school certificate next term. (:

yayyer -_-

...........

2009-09-20T01:02:00.002+10:00

I'm so fucking disappointed in you.

Never felt like this before.

NEVER.

hope you learn your fucking lesson.

fucken cunt.

2009-09-16T22:01:00.002+10:00

Alright so i've got this uhh ... friend , oh .. ex friend.

who is a fucking pussy.

A few months or so ago , he decided to comment on one of my facebook statuses, after one of my other friends commented saying " Math trials are going to be so hard " or some shit like that, and so this bitch of a friend of mine , decides to chime and says " I HOPE YOU FAIL "

what the fuck ????

so I just retaliated by saying something like " whats your problem "

.. i forget LOL but something along the lines of that.

AND WHAT DO YOU KNOW. THIS FAGGOT DECIDES TO PMS ALL OVER ME OUT OF NOWHERE !!!

and as he is a massive pussy , he also decides to delete me off msn AND facebook.

HONESTLY WTF. FUCK LOL !!

anywho on a separate note;

there was a punchup at school today. and my friend was involved... 4 v 1 .. and that 1 was him.

NOT FUCKING KOOL.

it was so dog .. fkn ganging up on someone younger than you ?? no. you dont do that. its pathetic.

and on another note...

LOL .. ah. i'll miss youuu.

oh yeah. and sorry about the recount of the beach.

net got shitted , cant upload piccies ):

btw .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE (:

BEACHHHHH

2009-09-13T12:36:00.002+10:00

erubbie iz going to ze beach todaii (:

wiv patricia and angela and grace

and kelvin and michael and jun and nigel and toshi and ivan ??

( i have no idea about the last 3 ROFL )

i love kelvin.

he's such a loser.

he's also such a fag to me.

but i loves him ♥

...

WHEN you first see this little brat , you'll think gangster i guess.

when i first met him i was like " wtf what a freak " HAAHAHAHAH

nah but then somehow i got to know him and now he's like almost my bestestestestest friend ♥

....

according to him ;

fate brought us together.

kekeke how cute of him to say ♥

anyways angela is here now ~ i must be off ~!!!

goodbye all ! i shall come back after with a FULL recount :D

holy motherfucker.

2009-09-12T23:44:00.002+10:00

My last post was a hyperbole btw.

I didn't realise how emo it sounded until I read it just then.

Fucking holy motherfucker. LMAO.

I should stop swearing o_o

Anyways so tomorrow I is going to the beach ~ with the " Erin Crew " ( thats what we're called according to Michael and Kelvin ) and the " Kelvin Crew "

Kelvin Crew plus Nigel and maybe Toshi and Ivan ??

ROFL. I wonder if it'll be fail.. I guess you never really know.

So now it is 11:45 , and ever since 3:40 i've been thinking about my princess (:

Fucking EPIC !!!!!!

I was just reading through chatlogs and shit ... ~

Ohwells.

....

Fuck..

.. ~~ sighh ...

sigh

2009-09-11T22:57:00.002+10:00

it hurts.

~~my heart~~ HURTS.

... fucking wonderful day to be paining on.

LOL.

2009-09-09T23:42:00.000+10:00

ROFL guys I just realised that because I changed layout , to one of the simple templates that come with blogger , extracts from my msn convos, you must HIGHLIGHT what I " say " .. becaues I had coloured those sections in black to show that black was my font colourr ..

Lately the one thing that's been through our conversations with my friends is formal.

FORMAL THIS FORMAL THAT RARARA.

Alright soo i already have 3 formals to think about.

Mackellar formal.

Mine.

And bubbys formal.

... that's IF i'm going to mine , and if the loser if going to his.

Should I go to mine ??

Doesn't sound very fun. LOL.

Long explanation. >__>"

I'MMMMM SOOOOO HUNNNGGGGRRRYYYYY *die

But it's almost 12. Not kool to eat after 7 D:

Omg man. I hate having braces. I can't fucking wait to get them off LMAO

no more pain. YAYYERRRSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!

uhh

And apart from all that shit....

errrmmm.

I'm tired.

I should get going. AHHAHHHAHA goodnight all (:

.

2009-09-09T00:07:00.002+10:00

I've never actually thought about pregnancy and abortion and shit.

NO , I am NOT pregnant and NO , I am NOT considering it ...

We just happened to start talking about it in IST and I found it quite interesting to hear Angela and Grace's opinions on it.

I mean , say if you had a child at this age , what would you do with it ??

Keeping it would clash horribly with studies, social life and personal life.

However on the other hand ... abortion ..... are you against it ??

I actually have no idea whether i'm for or against it.

I mean sure , abortion BASICALLY means killing an unborn baby within yourself. However think about the consequences if you had the baby.

Money.
Time.
Effort.
Stress.
Sociality.

I dont know ... I just find it quite disturbing that abortion is killing someone.

INSIDE OF YOU..

*shudder

I'm sorry to all those who read this and have been through it but .. just expressing myself HAHA (:

Anywho. If you alraedy feel uncomfortable with this topic ; DO NOT CONTINUE READING.

Think about it ... killing someone , someTHING .. something you MADE .... something that is only alive because of you ..

and then to kill it.

Within yourself.

Killing it IN your body..

.... killing it in your body , and hoping that later in life you will have another child , but knowing that the ghost of the dead unborn baby is there.

Motherfucker. Talking about this shit is freaking me out now... alright i'll shut up.

YOU CAN ALL READ AGAIN LOL FROM HERE !!!!!!!!!

So today I realised how much he means to me ~

I never actually knew this could be true , i mean sure i heard shit like this all the time from people around.

But I never actually knew how wonderful it could make you feel.

Knowing that there's always that one person on your mind , and everytime you see them its like a balloon inflated within yourself ~

But yes then again there are times when you argue ,

Howeverr .. I love how he's the one whos always trying to make things better.

And he smells nice too

BAHAHAHAHA

Man alright i'm getting off topic now.

Its almost 1230. SHIT.

Goodnight all :D

ROFL

2009-09-04T20:47:00.002+10:00

Alright so i'm talking with my friend about RiCETOOB ( www.youtube.com/RiCETOOB ), and he watches the Muck Around video , and this is what he says ...

takk. im ur kryptonite, brutha says:
*(Y)
*ahh so ur bi!
*lolz

BAHAHAHAHA ... and then somehow turned into this ....

+whatthe asian says:
*ROFL
*IM NOT BI
*OMG
*AHAHAHA
takk. im ur kryptonite, brutha says:
*heeh
*dw~
+whatthe asian says:
*yeahh
*so i heard guys like lesbians
*o_O
*HAHAHA
takk. im ur kryptonite, brutha says:
*hmm well watchin girl on girl, yes
+whatthe asian says:
*ewwww HAHAHA
takk. im ur kryptonite, brutha says:
*but threesomes dont work wit lesbians
*LOL

...

ROFL

Post of the week !! (Y)

askljdklas

2009-09-03T22:21:00.001+10:00

Oh dear.

Oh dearie me ...

Oh motherfucking dearie me -__________-

AS I SAID BEFORE ;

Once one thing in life goes perfectly well , something else that was wonderful .. SHATTERS .. right infront of my eyes.

Hmmm....

2009-09-03T00:11:00.002+10:00

Sometimes I wonder to myself, what is it that makes you appeal so much
to mee ???

All I think about these days is you

Hi guys. My blog being on hiatus failed.

I got a new laptop btw. HP Pavilion DV5 !

Sexy yeahhh ??!

Its quite a good laptop , it's got webcam and everything ! And the camera comes with recording software , so I don't need to donwload some shit recording program to film from my comp.

Ummm... Okay , so trials are almost here ??! I don't want to fail. I don't want to get lower than .... whatever. I'm just hoping I do well.

I know SC isn't mnuch if youre doing the HSC , but still , why not do good in it ??? Push yourself to your limits ; why not ?? People these days are all like " OH SC IS NOTHING , YOU DONT NEED TO STUDY FOR IT BALHBALHBLA "

I want to. I don't care if you don't want to ; but I want to do good.

Self-satisfaction.

....

언제나 내 곁에 있어줘요 my love
내 손을 놓지 말아요
떠나가지마 사랑을 속이지마
평생 믿고
의지하며 살아갈 수 있잖아
그대와 내가 헤어진대도
내 마음은 변하지 않아
당신과 함께라면 어디든 갈께
...
I'll love forever with you ♡

This feeling once again...

2009-08-21T22:24:00.002+10:00

Of uneasiness.

No matter how perfect your life is , there's always that tiny little nudge at the back of your head , that one day is sure you spring out at you at the most random time.

The uneasy feeling...

This pathetic feeling of irritation, dirtiness, disgust, disbelief even ??

Anywho.

RICE RALLY IS TOMORROWWWWWW !!!

*cheer

................

sigh

anyway

kk blog later.

I was meant to be on hiatus but whatevs LOL

Oopsie O:

2009-08-14T22:21:00.002+10:00

Sorry for not posting in so long ..

Many things have happened .. LOL

Hehehe :D

Fuck i'm so not into blogging these days ... too much other shit happening.

CBF. Takes too long. Maybe i'll leave my page of hiatus for a bit ..

Will do !! I'll start posting again after shit happens !!

TY ALL !

Err ??

2009-08-07T22:58:00.002+10:00

Lies.

Fess up bitch.